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Obscure Youth
02:11
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Now wake up on your own and find yourself again this morning
Because you, girl, you were lying to yourself last night
And I've been trying to tell you
Love was never meant to be given away so easily.
It breaks my heart to see you this way
And did you ever get the letters that I sent?
Do you know what it meant to me?
Or did her tell you you're beautiful
and do you feel beautiful now?
It's always the same thing.
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Strayorta
03:02
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So shut your eyes and kiss goodnight, but lay her down
And don't you ever think of dying on me.
Am I alive or am I a lie?
I've got to drain this poison out of my mind.
Don't you know that you're supposed to love this?
Please stay alive.
Are you absolutely certain this is where you want to be in a few years?
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The Way Things End
03:52
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I bled fingertips and my pens writing about this life I couldn't pretend we'd ever have
Because I didn't know I was living at all
And I'm pretty sure I should never build this up so tall.
The familiar words you say to me might not have ever meant anything.
If I could only learn to listen maybe then this could all be different.
But it's disappointing how we'd disappoint ourselves.
Always disappointed.
Take my heart down from your shelf.
Wear all your favorite colors that's all that matter now
And stay in the cities while I rot in these towns.
Do you still remember the things that we had
Or is this just the way that all good things end.
No, don't you ever think of me when you're crawling to his backseat.
Don't say that you're sorry or say that you miss me.
We both know you never believed.
But it's disappointing how we'd disappoint ourselves.
The same disappointment.
Take my heart down from your shelf.
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Julia On The Ruin Wharton, New Jersey
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